This beautiful entry was taken from this blog and its based on the words written by the famous Russian author Dostoevsky! The entry was taken from the magazine "Jacob's Well", which is published by the diocese of New York and New Jersey who's spiritual father is Bishop Michael! I hope you all enjoy!
Beauty Will Save the World
By Nancy Forest-Flier From Jacob’s Well, Fall
1997/Winter 1998
Dostoevsky wrote,
“Beauty will save the world.” I used to think of this as a romantic idea that
we will be saved by the beautiful things around us that the world will be saved
if it can be made more attractive. The idea seemed romantic, something
expressed, by such sentiments as “there’s beauty in everything, if only we
would stop and smell the flowers.” This suggests there is a gulf between the
world and ourselves. We have to put on the right eyeglasses to see it properly.
Today I realized that Dostoevsky meant is that beauty must be our principle of
life-that beauty is not a perception, an influence, to be found outside us; it
is the principle which must characterize the way we do everything. Everything
we do must be done in beauty, with grace. The phrase “the beautiful gesture”
kept coming back to me. Everything we do, even digging a ditch or scrubbing the
floor, must be done in beauty. This does not mean that we are trying to make a
beautiful ditch or a beautiful floor. It doesn’t mean that we are trying to
become beautiful ditch diggers or floor scrubbing. It has to do with the way in
which we execute the task, the way we live every minute as we do what we do; it
has to do with being attentive to the activity at hand, acting without being
concerned with how we look as we act. It is an innocent acting, not concerned
with appearances or results or rewards; it is not concerned with being treated
fairly with getting even, with showing off, with making an impression, with
getting the damn work out of the way, with wallowing in self-pity over one’s
misfortune. I would think it is not even concerned with acting out of certainty
that this is God’s will. I think it is simply making the beautiful gesture.
But why? Because this
is the radical application of being at the center, where God is.
As I was cleaning the
bathroom today, I was suddenly overcome with this sense that I must do this
work as a beautiful gesture. This is the only free action available to me. If I
act out of sense of resentment (because other people in the family are not
doing that I’m doing), or anger (because the bathroom has a way of getting very
messy very often), or self-pity (poor me!), then I’m a salve to myself and my
work will be exhausting.
Even if I work out of
sense of pride (I’ve got to make this place shine) or some simple ethic of good
behavior (God expects me to be a responsible wife and mother; this is how I become
a good person), I’m still a slave to myself. The only way to go about it with
joy, as a free person, is to work in the presence of God, in prayer. And this, I
think, is how beauty will save the world.
I felt this all day
long. I started the day making blueberry muffins; I finished the day making
soup and pita bread, thinking all the while about the beautiful gesture.
The paradigm for living
this way is the liturgy. Every action we perform in the liturgy should be a
beautiful gesture, from lighting candles and reverencing icons to receiving
Holy Communion. It’s the school where we learn how to live from moment to
moment.
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